I am so nervous to sit here and tell the entire world that I have a problem with drinking. I am sure nobody will even read this.

So I haven't drank in 2 days, my last bender hurt my boyfriend badly. I decided it was time to quit. I am not sure exactly how yet, I've been reading all sorts of things online. Tomorrow I am going to go to an AA meeting to see how that turns out.

I guess I don't have a lot of support, this has been a sucky day but I haven't drank.

I really thought that I was strong enough to just drink a little and then it turned into a very bad weekend, some of which I can't even remember. I've read online that talking about stuff helps, maybe just getting it out of my brain.